Haiz no good, no good, no good at all… Dunno feel unwanted, uneeded, useless and well just lost be it in church, personal life, camp…everything…I dunno no mood… The suicide and murder tendencies are coming back to me not good, not good at all… I think the only thing that is keeping me going is the fact that I am planning outings for frens.

I seemed to have lost the joy in my life, starting to have a pessimistic view in life and no enthusiasm for anything just doing things cuz I need to do it not because I want to do it well hope things will get better…

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